I am

Swapneswar Barik.

An Explorer of Life. I loved reading, writing, playing, singing and dancing. I was the lead choreographer of our college Dance Club. It gave me recognition and a lot of love from people.

When it came down to a career, I aimed to build my own business instead of working for someone, and I learned everything about digital marketing. Whatever I did, I was great at it. And I had figured out everything that I need earn money and live a luxurious life. But…

Then Sadhguru happened to me and shook the foundation of my perception of a good life. Now, I am out on a voyage again to know the deeper and true dimension of life, so far I have understood that there is something existential yet behind the curtain.

Whether I will uncover it or not, only time can tell but this is my journey…

  • the best thing to do in the world: Sitting still

    i dont remember after how many weeks i visited Dhyanlinga yesterday and realised what the hell was i doing. I was practising flute at the night at nalanda ground after dinner and kept practising late. Usually i was supposed to come back and teach shriparna guitar but i kept playing ignoring that i have to…

  • The beauty of Uncertainty

    I was in the office helping my coordinator to get one ppt done. a few more members were there doing their own stuff and suddenly a talk of going to a nearby stream came up. They asked me if i am interested. I may say no to food or party, but i never say no…

  • Tears of love, loosing myself for them.

    I was thinking about what should i send along with the stuffs that Himangi left behind before leaving home. I did give it a thought, i could send chocolate, biscuit, maybe bhujia with biscuit, which would be funny though. No, something more valuable, what can be more valuable than food. I did not find anything…

  • Best Sadhguru Darshan of me So far.

    Today was the last day of Samyama. So, i went in the culmination satsang. I have almost missed it and after witnessing what has happened inside of it, if i had missed i would have regretted it. Starting from the start… It was not a good start. As the day went ahead. I did my…

  • Lack of commitment will keep you in the loop

    One thing that i have suffered so far in like is not being able to remain committed to one thing. I know how beautiful it looks when you sincerely fall in love with one thing and do that for the rest of the life. i always confused that with freedom. I felt i would miss…

  • Feeling Stuck? 3 Powerful Ways to Break Free.

    What is stuck? We feel stuck when we experience stagnation—when nothing exciting seems to happen in our lives. People go to great lengths, sometimes even harming themselves, just to break free from this monotony. A fascinating study by researchers at the University of Virginia and Harvard University, published in Science (2014), explored this discomfort. Participants…