I am

Swapneswar Barik.

An Explorer of Life. I loved reading, writing, playing, singing and dancing. I was the lead choreographer of our college Dance Club. It gave me recognition and a lot of love from people.

When it came down to a career, I aimed to build my own business instead of working for someone, and I learned everything about digital marketing. Whatever I did, I was great at it. And I had figured out everything that I need earn money and live a luxurious life. But…

Then Sadhguru happened to me and shook the foundation of my perception of a good life. Now, I am out on a voyage again to know the deeper and true dimension of life, so far I have understood that there is something existential yet behind the curtain.

Whether I will uncover it or not, only time can tell but this is my journey…

  • Why I keep avoiding Materialistic life?

    i have not noticed it ever within me but I have constantly avoided making money. Nowhere I ever thought money as evil. I have always seen it as a possibility. And I also have always been responsible while spending it. Despite of knowing it can empower me I kept having distance with it. Now, suddenly…

  • i am a Phattu!

    From last three days I have not been playing good frisbee. First day there were not many and hence I was not scolded by anyone and I did laugh and enjoyed. Which they would think careless always. The next day, I made many similar mistakes and they scolded me a couple of times and today…

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  • #29 Sadhguru’s Birthday In Isha Yoga Center.

    Today is Sadhguru’s birthday. Since the beginning of the morning, it felt like a particular celebration. The Biksha Hall was decorated beautifully and most of the Ashram too. Usually, they give brunch by 10 but they did not today and on top of that the Mondraam pirai was providing some food and that is how…

  • What really matters to me?

    From yesterday to today, there was a fight in the group and it occupied my mind for a long time. Not feeling excited about the YouTube videos. Not properly doing the seva that is given. Talking to Niki or Kahkasa is unnecessary pieces of stuff. Not going for Pradakshina, not going to temple, not doing…

  • Youtube? Why? No more doubts!

    Every day I am tangling myself up for finding the reason why am I doing youtube I am just entangling myself with these thoughts and today I must make sure to sort them out because my mind will keep repeating until I figure out one final thing after the calculation. I should have given myself…