I fely initially, this is all I know. it is not that I did not experience anything it is that I knew what was happening. I have been doing that and that is what made me get closer to people. all those things I used to do with others and that is why they used …
Today is Sadhguru’s birthday. Since the beginning of the morning, it felt like a particular celebration. The Biksha Hall was decorated beautifully and most of the Ashram too. Usually, they give brunch by 10 but they did not today and on top of that the Mondraam pirai was providing some food and that is how …
From yesterday to today, there was a fight in the group and it occupied my mind for a long time. Not feeling excited about the YouTube videos. Not properly doing the seva that is given. Talking to Niki or Kahkasa is unnecessary pieces of stuff. Not going for Pradakshina, not going to temple, not doing …
Life is in Fasttrack Early in the morning, I woke up and felt I have done it before. Yes! I woke up yesterday too. Everything is going fast. The sense of time has shrunk. The “5 years into the future” has become “Biksha Hall in 5 minutes”. There is no sense of the world beyond …
These days, I am working in the office, Recording videos, editing them and following the same pattern. Yet, the way does not feel repetitive. Everything is fine but, the Asharam is helping me to meet the real me. When I was outside of the Ashram I used to hide my true self but here it …
Sceptic Mind I almost thought I would not go for the Thread ceremony. But then I just followed what was happening. I found myself inside Adiyogi Alayam. I am very sceptic and thought this thread, piercing ears thing I won’t do. They might give support but not something I need. When I was there inside …
#25 Sadhanapada Thread Ceremony: Why did I deny it? Read More »
Fight with Niki. Well, it was not a fight but I wanted attention from her. Now, that she has a boyfriend she can’t do it properly, and I had some other expectations as well. She tries to understand but then the effort she puts into me is not enough and also takes me for granted. …
Things went wrong. I was feeling dull because of some health reasons. On the other hand, I did not like the way they approached a project in the office the leadership is scattered and the instructions are not even clear. So, I was not happy with whatever was happening. The evening went I was still …
#23 From Feeling Uncomfortable to Busting with life! Read More »
When I was home I was thinking of coming here to the Ashram by leaving everything but now that I am here, I am working on the same youtube channel that I had stopped working. Sometimes I am getting time and sometimes I am not. But these days I am working all day long on …
Every Friday in the E- Media group of Sadhanapada and other Volunteers, we do a presentation. One of us would present some topic. I have attended two of them and they were nearly boring. I am not saying in disregard to anybody they did have really good intension to provide something to everybody. But generally, …
