From yesterday to today, there was a fight in the group and it occupied my mind for a long time. Not feeling excited about the YouTube videos. Not properly doing the seva that is given. Talking to Niki or Kahkasa is unnecessary pieces of stuff. Not going for Pradakshina, not going to temple, not doing […]
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Every day I am tangling myself up for finding the reason why am I doing youtube I am just entangling myself with these thoughts and today I must make sure to sort them out because my mind will keep repeating until I figure out one final thing after the calculation. I should have given myself
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Life is in Fasttrack Early in the morning, I woke up and felt I have done it before. Yes! I woke up yesterday too. Everything is going fast. The sense of time has shrunk. The “5 years into the future” has become “Biksha Hall in 5 minutes”. There is no sense of the world beyond
#27 When I needed a break! Read More »
These days, I am working in the office, Recording videos, editing them and following the same pattern. Yet, the way does not feel repetitive. Everything is fine but, the Asharam is helping me to meet the real me. When I was outside of the Ashram I used to hide my true self but here it
#26 Which is me and Which is not me? Read More »
What if I don’t get it? I was sceptic about the product that I might not get because after I made the payment within some hours it went from 45k to 52k and by the next day it went to 59k. I thought maybe the seller made a mistake. 2 Days, the product remain in
#4 My First video had no Audio! Read More »
Sceptic Mind I almost thought I would not go for the Thread ceremony. But then I just followed what was happening. I found myself inside Adiyogi Alayam. I am very sceptic and thought this thread, piercing ears thing I won’t do. They might give support but not something I need. When I was there inside
#25 Sadhanapada Thread Ceremony: Why did I deny it? Read More »
Fight with Niki. Well, it was not a fight but I wanted attention from her. Now, that she has a boyfriend she can’t do it properly, and I had some other expectations as well. She tries to understand but then the effort she puts into me is not enough and also takes me for granted.
#24 Ashram is Revealing my true Identity! Read More »
1. I will write the script completely. Every sentence and every word needed to be planned and written in a way that can create audience attention and also will decide how that sentence would be spoken. 2. Video length should be 4-5b minutes. Because this is the time people can easily spend on youtube. and
#3 The First Approach to Youtube Experiment! Read More »
What do they want? I always have this question when I am uploading videos on youtube that what people want. Now till today, I have been following other people and how they are making videos and all. What are their patterns? But I must do something new and innovative in order to cut through the
#2 No need to be emotional for youtube! Read More »
Things went wrong. I was feeling dull because of some health reasons. On the other hand, I did not like the way they approached a project in the office the leadership is scattered and the instructions are not even clear. So, I was not happy with whatever was happening. The evening went I was still
#23 From Feeling Uncomfortable to Busting with life! Read More »
