I am

Swapneswar Barik.

An Explorer of Life. I loved reading, writing, playing, singing and dancing. I was the lead choreographer of our college Dance Club. It gave me recognition and a lot of love from people.

When it came down to a career, I aimed to build my own business instead of working for someone, and I learned everything about digital marketing. Whatever I did, I was great at it. And I had figured out everything that I need earn money and live a luxurious life. But…

Then Sadhguru happened to me and shook the foundation of my perception of a good life. Now, I am out on a voyage again to know the deeper and true dimension of life, so far I have understood that there is something existential yet behind the curtain.

Whether I will uncover it or not, only time can tell but this is my journey…

  • How was my BSP Bhavaspandana Experience?

    I fely initially, this is all I know. it is not that I did not experience anything it is that I knew what was happening. I have been doing that and that is what made me get closer to people. all those things I used to do with others and that is why they used…

  • #29 Sadhguru’s Birthday In Isha Yoga Center.

    Today is Sadhguru’s birthday. Since the beginning of the morning, it felt like a particular celebration. The Biksha Hall was decorated beautifully and most of the Ashram too. Usually, they give brunch by 10 but they did not today and on top of that the Mondraam pirai was providing some food and that is how…

  • What really matters to me?

    From yesterday to today, there was a fight in the group and it occupied my mind for a long time. Not feeling excited about the YouTube videos. Not properly doing the seva that is given. Talking to Niki or Kahkasa is unnecessary pieces of stuff. Not going for Pradakshina, not going to temple, not doing…

  • Youtube? Why? No more doubts!

    Every day I am tangling myself up for finding the reason why am I doing youtube I am just entangling myself with these thoughts and today I must make sure to sort them out because my mind will keep repeating until I figure out one final thing after the calculation. I should have given myself…

  • #27 When I needed a break!

    Life is in Fasttrack Early in the morning, I woke up and felt I have done it before. Yes! I woke up yesterday too. Everything is going fast. The sense of time has shrunk. The “5 years into the future” has become “Biksha Hall in 5 minutes”. There is no sense of the world beyond…

  • #26 Which is me and Which is not me?

    These days, I am working in the office, Recording videos, editing them and following the same pattern. Yet, the way does not feel repetitive. Everything is fine but, the Asharam is helping me to meet the real me. When I was outside of the Ashram I used to hide my true self but here it…