One thing that i have suffered so far in like is not being able to remain committed to one thing. I know how beautiful it looks when you sincerely fall in love with one thing and do that for the rest of the life.
i always confused that with freedom. I felt i would miss out on the other things if I don’t explore. Well, the thought is not wrong but it never lets me get to the depth of the possibilities. That makes me an avarage person.
Indeed doing one thing is looks boring but once you master in one then you reach to a point from where it still can be taken further but there is no chartered path yet. This is the best adventure.
It would give the satisfaction of commitment. I have a keen attention to the things around me which helps me to learn faster. When i be a little better, avarage it is harder to push and become better that that. There i feel lazy. It is not about how much attention can you put at one thing but how committed you are.
i think anything can be so intricate that one can spend its whole life yet ot can’t be figured out fully at the same time, when i am doing it i get bored.
i did it with the dancing, business, job, relationship.
All i have done is abandoning things, which right now i am doing with yoga. I am barely doing any sadhana. It is the space that holding me up.
To compensate the vibrancy of this space Sadhguru must be putting my part of the energy to this space. It must be costing him his life.
Commitment is the word beyond likes and dislikes. It is the word that you have given to yourself. If you won’t do that, your confidence on yourself will lose. This is when i feel lost. Because i never thought there is something that I can’t do but if there is no commitment, doesn’t matter how good you are, you are not getting to the end line.
it doesn’t has to be forcefully doing something. Everything is fun, what matters is willingness.