Indeed, YouTube and blog are the hindrance in the process of my spiritual growth. Still they used to make me intense. Somewhere I was struggling with seva also while doing so.
Now, since Swami asked me to rethink about it, I am confused if he wanted me to not do it or just think about it.
From his perspective, I am doing it for myself.
this is true that the process brings a little money to my pocket twice a year but that can’t be the cause because of which I am doing this.
There is a fulfillment to it and a sense of satisfaction that I am doing something worthwhile.
Can I do the same as earlier. 2 videos a week. I think I should start doing it. I will find time if I don’t waste it by talking, gossiping, making friends, then it is possible.