“Dholi taro dhol baje”, all the amazing bollywood songs are being played and everyone is dancing and losing their body mind and everything into the dance.
i came back to my room and listening to the music and the bass of the speaker.
Feels like why did I leave?
Actually the answer is not there. Because the question is wrong this time. I have been asking this but the truth it is a compulsive pattern that is there. There is nothing I left, I have experienced everything.
when one experience se#ual relationship once the orgasm is unique but the person wants it again and again. That is what is happening but I know that se# is exhausting.
Anyway I have danced already for one hour and then choose to leave. I don’t know why but I am. Not able to lose myself in the songs and dance. Mind is getting more active when I am losing my body. It would have been better if nothing remains.
i am not sure it is mind or the consciousness but something is not going off even during the peak of my intensity.