I am

Swapneswar Barik.

An Explorer of Life. I loved reading, writing, playing, singing and dancing. I was the lead choreographer of our college Dance Club. It gave me recognition and a lot of love from people.

When it came down to a career, I aimed to build my own business instead of working for someone, and I learned everything about digital marketing. Whatever I did, I was great at it. And I had figured out everything that I need earn money and live a luxurious life. But…

Then Sadhguru happened to me and shook the foundation of my perception of a good life. Now, I am out on a voyage again to know the deeper and true dimension of life, so far I have understood that there is something existential yet behind the curtain.

Whether I will uncover it or not, only time can tell but this is my journey…

  • Should I stop YouTube?

    Indeed, YouTube and blog are the hindrance in the process of my spiritual growth. Still they used to make me intense. Somewhere I was struggling with seva also while doing so. Now, since Swami asked me to rethink about it, I am confused if he wanted me to not do it or just think about…

  • Feels like I am missing out: Last day of Dussehra

    “Dholi taro dhol baje”, all the amazing bollywood songs are being played and everyone is dancing and losing their body mind and everything into the dance. i came back to my room and listening to the music and the bass of the speaker. Feels like why did I leave? Actually the answer is not there.…

  • Why one person is good enough for your relationship?

    I never felt this complete ever before yet sometimes I experience certain void within me. Sometimes, it feels like there should be a partner always by your side. May be right. But then every cell of my body scream that a girl is not a commodity. She is a human being and has her own…

  • Either get married or take Brahmacharya.

    Since I got to know that they want you to get married or take brahmacharya in the ashram. I got confused. I thought this middle line is a safe one because I would not regret. But as per Sadhguru you regret that more and can’t handle it for vary long. When I asked a brahmachari…

  • Significance of Tamrind tree Dhyanalinga?

    People often feel this some sort of occult as they see red and black cloth are being tied into the tree. The red cloths are from Kaala Vairava Karma which is a ritual for the dead. In this process they uses certain rituals to bring that disembodied being and tie its karma with Dhyanalinga. So…

  • Why Inner Engineering Mandatory for Volunteering in Isha?

    If you notice then you will see that the volunteers are a little different in Isha from other places. Indeed volunteering is all about willingness but because of the process that has been set by Isha makes its volunteer more willing, joyful, a sense of responsibility, a sense of acceptance. There was a time when…