I am at such a stage in my life, where going into the material world is just impossible. Because I could clearly see the unnecessary mess that has been created.
I would never like to make myself a part of it.
But I can’t deny the fact that money matters.
So one can dwell between that Should I go after money or should I go to some ashram and start sadhana?
I had this confusion until now.
Sadhana is not only what you do sitting.
If I can go after the goals in life without getting distracted, fully conscious and focused on them that would be a great way of approaching life.
once Vivekananda said, football players, are better than spiritual people. Because of their single-mindedness, absolute focus, deep sense of involvement and intensity.
If you can do these in anything, you are on the spiritual path.
even if I move to isha I know for a fact that
1. I am not going to meet sadhguru.
2. I am anyway going to volunteer.
Which can be very much done outside the IYC as well. The only thing I can get there is the support of meditators and the consecrated place.
But I can make my life cheerful and consecrated and approach life with absolute focus, single-mindedly, with a deep sense of involvement, and unwavering intensity.
I am going to be what I always wanted to be and for sure I am going to be the best at it.
I know I just have to be the way I am supposed to be.
Balance, Clarity, Intensity
Hopefully, I will get a guru in my life and I will see the fundamental part of life that just seems dark from here yet beautiful as hell.
Asatoma Sadhgamaya