I was going through Instagram and saw some people living the life that they want.
It could be the one with ignorance but a life that they want.
They might be struggling but they are putting genuine efforts to achieve things and getting some of it.
I saw someone with Iphone who started a 10,000/- per month job.
I heard people with 27LPA packages.
What could not have I don’t with that much amount of money?
I have been a curious guy with an unimaginable amount of enthusiasm.
Why did not I go after money?
I know I need money.
The work they are giving. I could have done joyfully.
And a person like me could have used them in the best possible way.
Because I know I have a real need for it.
Now that I have left that path and kept myself on the journey that I have no idea about.
I might make that much money through the stock market.
But since I did not pick that path I have lost something significant.
Now that I have chosen something. There should be no regret looking back and I have to go after the thing that I am here for.
this does not mean I will be serious enough and will not have fun or something but the fun things are done for me.
I have done and dusted them long ago.
If one wants there will be fireworks all their life here and there with changing people and changing situations. But do I want these fireworks?
That’s why there is a little seriousness needed and conscious attention needed for inner growth.
To have this time in the Ashram I have waited a long time and have given the price for it.
How can I let this just go away simply like this?
The regular day-to-day issues will be there. People will be saying something and things will be happening on this journey but the path that I have chosen for myself needs sincere effort.
A certain dedication.
yam and Niyam.
I need to remain aware of the reason why I am here for.
If I forget the fundamental reason and just live then that is not worth it.
I am wasting my time and the resource of the Ashram’
If I am serious then my entire life should radiate the same.
This is not just a job but the seva that I have to as they are telling it to me.
But beyond that, there is no reason to be with anyone.
I am not avoiding.
It may seem like that but all I am doing is trying to channelise my energy.
Going towards everything will not yield.
I am not avoiding anything because I have already done them
I must remember.
It is just that I am forgetting the fact and trying to put myself back into the mud.
But that is where I have to save myself.
because the dedication dn necessary sense of focus and attention to discipline is needed.
Break everything but don’t waste your time doing anything else.